Sunday, October 04, 2009
{ 5:56 AM }
hello. yanyi is back to rant after so long.
SHE SIMPLY CANNOT STAND HER PW MATES.
SOME OF HER PW MATES JUST DONT GET THE MESSAGE AFTER ALL THESE WEEKS OF PW.
HELLO. if you are thinking of retaking PW then go ahead, but SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS WHO WANT TO DO WELL.
WHO CARE ABOUT THEIR A LEVEL RESULTS.
thanks for making me realise how real life is.
like, because there will always be slackers in the group who think they can get by as long as others do the work. IM SICK OF YOU PEOPLE.
i dont like giving you a pissed face everytime we start PW.
i wanted it to be all cheery and like a motivated group that is on task.
BUT THIS GROUP IS FAR FROM WHAT I EXPECTED.
NO I DONT BLAME YOU.
i blame myself , FOR NOT GETTING GOOD ENOUGH GRADES TO GET INTO A GOOD ENOUGH CLASS WHO HAVE MUGGER STUDENTS.
i blame myself, FOR BEING SO STUPID.
now happy?
LIFE SUCKS.
this was just what i needed after what i saw today.
i mean, even though i said that i dont care what you do and i in fact dislike you,
IT DOESNT MEAN YOU TWO CAN GET SO MUSHY IN FRONT OF ME .
HELLO XXXXXXXX,I HAVE FEELINGS
THERE WAS AN 'US' BEFORE,
what you said to her, YOU SAID IT TO ME BEFORE.
so im going to stay far, FAR AWAY FROM YOU.
everything is my fault.
HAPPY NOW WORLD?
i repeat.
LIFE SUCKS.
TO THE MAX.
ZZZZZZZ.
Friday, August 21, 2009
{ 5:42 AM }
i will wait for you.
but if along the way, you realise you like another girl,
dont tell me. dont ever come talk to me.
let me continue dreaming.
你对他一点也不重要。
两年应该足够我忘记你了吧？
perhaps i should tell you that i like another guy,
but then again not as if you will react and turn back right !
not as if you will care.
wah.
insignificant,
is probably the best word to sum up how i am feeling all this while.
PROMOS IN LESS THAN A MONTH. YANYI JIAYOU!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
{ 7:16 AM }
this year,
i wish to feel the warmth i felt from your hand a year ago.
but, i know its not going to happen.
like praying for a miracle to happen.
你是否已经忘了我。
是不是把你从我的生命删除，
我就一定会把你给忘了。
已经没有回头路了。
无论你现在是否有喜欢的对象，
我都管不着。
这样默默的喜欢你
真的足够吗？
at least you are not burdened by me now.
whywhywhywhywhy.
Thursday, August 06, 2009
{ 2:44 AM }
treasure the ones dearest to you,
for it will be too late for regrets when they are gone.
before i have suicidal thoughts anymore,
im leaving you.
just like how i have lost you,
you will now lose me too.
GOODBYE, RYAN.
thanks for being there with me all this while lau, zhu family, xinyu, yuhong, and many others.
yanyi will be back.
SHE SWEARS SHE IS GOING TO ZHEN ZUO QI LAI.
tian hui once said 'you have to suffer alone'
but why suffer anyway,
for someone who doesnt even give a damn no matter how much you cry.
someone once said, ' a guy who makes you cry, who does not comfort you when you are crying, is not worth crying for'
I am leaving you for good.
go ahead and ruin another girl's life, go ahead and fall in love, then tell her you cant be committed.
im not going to let you ruin mine.
Monday, August 03, 2009
{ 3:20 AM }
what a fool, yanyi.
he is already moving on with life,
making eyes at some other girl,
acting blur in front of you.
what a fool you must be.
i will get out of your world now.
this time, im never coming back.
Saturday, August 01, 2009
{ 10:48 PM }
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要无法自拔
拥有过的梦想自己也可以去闯
谁说一定要有他？
Friday, July 31, 2009
{ 6:59 AM }
i will not appear online today.
maybe ill appear offline for a week, a month.
i dont know.
time for some self isolation.
you will probably forget me when i am gone anyway.
